The X Factor

I have been watching The X Factor since it began and I am hooked! I see the contestants stories and some of them are heart wrenching and they are meant to get you to care about the contestants I know that. However, I relate to what they are going through. The struggle they have lived, the fear, the not knowing of whether they can do it or not or whether they are meant to do it or just kidding themselves. I know what that feels like, yet they are pushing through the fear and self doubt and going for their dream. I really like how it parallels my life right now going through my process of self discovery and the contestants are discovering they are talented and they can live their dream. I will shatter an old idea of who I was and re-discover who I was in the beginning. I know It may sound confusing and it is, but I am truly grateful for the loss of my grandmother to give me this time to re-discover myself and to learn to live life again. It is exactly what I needed.