I have had so much anger lately and I can't seem to let it go. I'm not the type to hold on to it for days or weeks and it's been building. I am upset with my boss, some of my co-workers, guests at my job, how my career or lack there of is going. I just need to get off my ass and get going on things. I also need to keep my mouth shut about what I'm doing professionally. I feel that very strongly and it's what my intuition is telling me. I know what I need to work on and I'm going to be doing it. I have 2 books, a untitled project with a friend we're developing and I have something I'm ready to shoot. I need to find a producer or two for the project I want to shoot, location scout and raise funds, $2,500.00 should do.
In the next six months, no by next July I need to be living in West Hollywood and I need to be making more money from industry related projects. I also need to find a more industry related job, building my casting business, casting website, casting vlog, just building my businesses. I have stood in the shadows for too long waiting for the right time to do things and I just need to make things happen. I am so tired of barely living and I need to tell the stories that are buried deep within me and they all bubble to the surface in bits and pieces, in Ideas and scenes and full scripts and some things write themselves and some things take time to write.
It's just been an eye opener looking at what's going on in my life and seeing where I want to go. I see it and I am going to make it happen! nuf said!
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